@babyla -wine wine wine!!!
so ladies i think I'm bowing out of the ttc journey making my decision In a couple of weeks
I think it's the to move forward with my life and feel like I've been kinda hanging like a monkey from a tree for nearly 18 months - I'm either going to back to study midwifery ( so I can be an independent midwife and do home births /doula / holistic midwife
or open up an organic grocery store out where we are looking at buying acreage
im sad and feel like I need to grieve for my journey that I felt I wanted to complete as a mother but if this is what I chose I want to give back to the world and also nurture myself and needs so think it will be midwifery !