@Sasssssy my heart breaks for you.
How are you feeling now? Did you get back to sleep this morning.
So looking forward where did they say you go from here?
Is there anyway you can go for a long morning or afternoon walk and try and think it clearer? Or have you had a big cry? I know that always makes me feel better.
As @tassiewife said we are here for you and we are happy to talk things through and vent together.
Sending you huge hugs today. Ill be thinking of you today xxxx