I had an epiphany today, being bored makes me depressed and overeat, which makes me depressed and overeat.
I absolutely love being run off of my feet at work, even as a girl I imagined having 4 kids that I would have to run around after and a job that was challenging and full on.
Instead I’m stuck at home with DD, nothing to do, and it makes me incredibly sad. I have absolutely no idea where to start because it seems that no one wants to hire mothers (not that I advertise it, but the gaps in my resume speak for themselves).
Sorry guys, I know I’m all over the shop at the moment. I guess I’m trying to take my problems out of the equation in my relationship with DP.