Yes, I'm still with him. Why? I don't feel I have the power to get out of this situation...yet. Our eldest child is also a Special Needs child and I am overwhelmed by the thought of going it alone. I feel very 'detached' from my husband. I am currently pregnant again. I told him flatly that I would not terminate this time. He promised to have a vasectomy 2.5 years ago and still hasn't.
I have never felt the same sense of being completely unable to do ANYTHING AT ALL to right a mistake, that I do in regard to my abortion. There is not a single thing, nothing that can undo or right what was done.