Hi.. Newbie to bubhub but have used other forums before. So just found out I'm pregnant, my first baby is only 5 months old. I go between stages of freaking out and being a bit excited.i know I should be grateful that I can even have babies and my DD is the picture or perfection and happiness. I just feel so bad for her, she is going to have to share everything and I honestly feel like I couldn't love another baby as much as I love her. I also feel really bad for myself - selfish I know but my poor body! I'm breastfeeding full time and know my last period date but my cycle is much longer so not sure my due date. Anyway how the h*ll am I going to do this? I didn't even have a chance to get back to my pre pregnancy weight so baby one fat will now become baby two fat. Gosh I'm hardly making sense. Any advice????