Saw my psychologist today which was timed pretty bloody well if I do say so as I saw the poor excuse for a woman walking down the main street. I had a busy morning but was handling it then seeing her was such a kick in the teeth. Psychologist was lovely and I felt so much calmer. I am so lucky to live near the ocean and as my DD was being cared for at home I popped my baby DS in the ergo and went for a walk on the promonade and just took it all in.

I feel better I've "fessed" up here and found some people who can relate and understand, I really do. I shared this with my psychologist and she said how amazing the power of other women can be in healing as a posed to other women like the thing I saw today. Disgusting.