Orchid, thank you for sharing your story and being so honest. I'm so glad your baby boy made it in the world safe but sorry it was a tough labour and a tough first month. I'm glad you are seeking help. I find it helpful to talk through your feelings. You are doing a great job no matter what!
I have to commend each and every one of you mummas that are persevering with breastfeeding. They do say it is a learnt skill for both mum and baby and sounds like it is very true. I'm feeling a bit apprehensive about it from hearing your stories but will just take it as it comes. Keep up the great work! I love hearing how you are all doing with your new babies.
I'm 35+3 weeks and tomorrow I'll be 3 weeks away from my csection! DH went and got the car seat installed yesterday and I cried when I saw it because it's feeling so real now.
Growth scan on Tuesday shows baby is approx 2.9 kilos so a little above average which now explain why I've put on so much weight in the last few weeks. Countdown is on!