My first time posting on Bubhub. Look forward to virtually getting to know you all. Hope you don't mind me getting something off my chest here...here's my story, apologies in advance that my first post is a bit long and heavy.
At 9.5 weeks today, I went along to my first appointment with my OB. I was referred for an earlier scan at 6 weeks and saw a little embryo with a good heartbeat. I had a missed miscarriage (blighted ovum) in January and a d&c at 11 weeks, but as silly as this sounds now, I had a better feeling about this pregnancy and found seeing the heartbeat early on reassuring, and I had a lot more symptoms this time around.
But - at today's appointment we found out that our little one had died not long after my 6 week scan. I am booked in to have another d&c tomorrow.
I'm not sure how to feel. I feel shocked and numb, sad to be here again and really scared about the future. One miscarriage I was willing to put down to being 'just one of those things' but two?
We've also had trouble getting pregnant in the first place, have been TTC since November 2012, which has made it all even harder to swallow. Both miscarriages have been Clomid pregnancies.
Would love to hear your stories, particularly anyone who has had more than one miscarriage and then gone on to have a successful pregnancy. Need all the positivity I can get right now.