Good luck @AJsyd !
Hehe yes, it is good not having a nice supply of tests in the cupboard. I'm way too lazy to walk up to the chemist at lunchtime too. I like to think of it as my laziness helping me
The last two days have been filled with the usual anxiety I get a few days before AF, so I'm trying not to pour my heart out to DH about all the things that are worrying me, because I know I'll probably get over it in a few days! lol. It's always difficult because there's really only one person in my family that I can tell all my fears to who won't say "oh don't worry, it'll be fine" and dismiss them, and she also wont look at me like there's something wrong with me and I need help. haha. Poor DH will listen so well, but sometimes I can see the look on his face that says "oh no, I don't know what I'm supposed to say! I'm going to get it wrong I can tell!".
For example, when I was with this person the other day (she is pregnant with her first now). We both looked at each other and said "What if we're just not good at it? What if we're hopeless Mums and we hate it?" and we could sit there understanding how each other felt without trying to fix it or make each other feel bad for thinking it.
Woooosssahhhh I'll just try and keep my feelings under my hat for a few more days!