after some advice about how to get around breast refusal.
I went to Ed for a massive postpartum hemorrhage ( bub was 9 weeks) and was taken in for a d&c, they were unable to stop the bleeding and did a hysterectomy which ended up in 5 days in hospital. Bub had to be given bottles during that time.
I have been desperately trying to get her on the breast again but she will only feed during let down then scream until she is given a bottle. I'm on motilliun, have hired a double pump, have got an sns but nothing seems to be working.
I'm devastated, I tried so hard to get breastfeeding to work and it was finally going well only for this to happen. Every bottle makes me cry as it's a step in the wrong direction and I will never have another chance to breastfeed.