Furbabymum, I'm really glad you are with your mum, I've done entire cycles without DH using his frozen sperm as his timetable just didnt line up at that point. It's really hard getting a bfn alone. There is a time for Doona therapy, comfort food and movies with chocolate and Kleenex, and that time is now. I always found listening to music helped too. Take care and indulge yourself in all those things you had to quit during the cycle.
hugs to all the bfns