Hi ladies, in a funk today. I know the blues are being caused by the darn lucrin, but I am second guessing everything today. This will be my first cycle with dr m treatment. He said it was probably a 50/50 immune and egg quality issue that has stopped us getting pregnant. All I seem to be doing is focussing on that one comments and thinking that with everything this probably still won't work cos of my eggs! DH is dead set against DE so this year would be it if we aren't successful.
Oh crap I don 't want to be so devastated again like last cycle where it looked like they were good embies and one at least would take!
Am double checking my spreadsheet everyday to make sure I've written it down correctly when I start taking everything. Did anyone else do that on their first cycle? There is so much to take at different times it's confusing!
Start prednisolone tomorrow, worried about insomnia and weight gain too!
Yep just waiting to ovulate..... Trying to be positive but it is so hard after four years to imagine it actually happening
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Yep so understand where you're coming from. I feel I've go so much riding on this cycle. If it then does not work, it's then probably my eggs as well or worse my uterus. After so many years, so much heart break, I just wonder how much more we can take. I didn't even bother to find out about frosties. More false hope, never had a good result with FET.
I've been on DEX grrr which makes me wake up really early each morning and yes ive been eating more too. But Ive been a hog anyways.
I stuffed up my meds as well did not start the patches on the right day. Bugger who knows what difference or anything it will make?
I'm not feeling that positive anymore for this cycle at least I can't POAS anyways. AF would have normally been here by now, putting me out of my misery. But the pregnal boosters are doing there thing for now it seems.
Ho hum one day at a time.
Good luck with your cycle FX it's the lucky one for us all.
Oh francesthecat don't give up hope! You must be close to your bt? Pregnyl is reLly hard because not only can you not poas, you have all the symptoms of being pregnant!
I have everything crossed for you xxx.
Nattie84, I know it's so hard to keep positive, all we really can do is take one day at a time. Dr m must think you can conceive naturally or he wouldn't have you on the clomid cycles, remember the stats say the average is 4 cycles with immune therapy.
what is really odd,,when I've triggered with 10,000 units had so many symptoms for a full,week after. This time I used ovidredrill, given me no symptoms at all.
And no sore boobs either as not using crinone. TMI but I've given myself a dozen nipple tweaks nothing happening there. Apart from so many cramps and high temps not feeling anything.
So me and DH had a chat in the weekend for our next move. Lots of tears and more tears. Looking to next option don't know what to do.
Oh no francesthecat, it's never easy is it. We symptom spot so often, either we have them, or we don't and both are enough to send us into a tailspin!
I'm going to be on pregnyl and progesterone pessaries so my body will be throwing symptoms left right and centre. Will just have to try and ignore it, easier said than done though!
I hope you don't have to go to other options and this is your bfp xxx
Francesthecat... Just wanted to let you know that I had absolutely no symptoms, I was so convinced I wasn't pregnant I went to the bottle shop to buy a bottle of wine and picked up a pregnancy test at the same time just to check. It was positive. I spoke to dr m and he said that a lot of drugs he gives us mask symptoms. I had so many symptoms with my previous chemical, I just couldn't get my head round it. I am 8.5 weeks now and barely hve symptoms apart from morning sickness. Don't give up xx
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