I'm not on any drugs ATM, probably starting again on Friday when af is due so I can't blame hormones, but boy oh boy do I feel stressed and miserable today. The financial stress of this journey is making life really hard. I can't plan anything, no holidays, no savings, nothing to look forward to, my life is in complete limbo, partly because of money and partly because I don't know where the ivf will take me. I'm sure most of you know the feeling. Life just can't move on until this is resolved.