Ladydee - Oh hun big hugs I am lost for words, thoughts are with you and your DH. We are all here when you are ready to talk, makesure you give yourself plenty of time to take this in and keep your little family close[/QUOTE]
KarmaJane - I understand the feeling of being alone, I feel the same when my DH is away with work no matter how much I occupy myself its just the fact that you know your DH won't be coming home at night. Not long to wait until Wednesday hun hope it goes fast for you. I understand your pain too about leaving your clinic, I felt the same when I was considering leaving my fs.
AFM - Decided to take the trigger a little later this morning so maybe around 11, will see what happens and probably look more towards next cycle. My fs has said he will have me in for a scan on CD3 (hate scans during af but essential) to see what's going on with the cyst. I think he expects it to disappear with af but if not he will put me back on the pill before my next cycle, he also warned me there is a small possibility I might need key hole surgery to get rid of it but my feeling is he doesn't suspect that will be the case.