For the first time ever, ever im going to bed having left a pile of dirty dinner dishes in and around the sink. After Ds1&2 fell asleep I looked at them then sat and cried instead.
I just don't have the energy. I've decided to go to bed, it's only 9pm. I'm never in bed usually before 10.30pm.
Dh is with his family because his grandma passed away. Fair enough. I just struggle with ds1&2 (who are 4.5yrs and 2yrs). Ds1 likes to tease and hurt his brother (hit him or push him if he does something wrong or touch something he shouldn't). I did the whole removal of toys, no watching a movie after dinner etc. I'm just emotionally drained.
Is it normal to feel this way?
Sometimes I wonder if I could be depressed