I just spent 2.5 hours getting newly 2 dd to sleep. I lost my cool. And got angry, and really snarled at her... She was kicking, and she does this manic 'I'm laughing but it's mixed with potential tears'... Wtf? And then it's all just fun n games, I get up n walk away, I pick her up repeatedly to put her back in bed.... Aghh!! This has been happening for a week or so, today did me though. I feel sooooooo tense and on the edge of losing it.
And my other whinge is damn extended family who feel they can just do and say and whatever they feel no matter what, and if I call them on it, I get knocked down! Bah! I'm only the mother. Egh... Feeling hard done by :/ my rant