I'm a newly single 24 year old mum of a 19 month old boy. It's only been about a week. I am struggling and I don't know where to turn. My friends and family are so worried and I don't want to give them cause to worry more.
He just left. Told me he didn't love me anymore and that was it. We're tying to get along for our son and so far so good. But I'm broken inside. My heart aches so much. In my mind we were planning a wedding, saving for a house and trying for another baby. And just like in the blink of an eye my life was turned upside down. I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. I can't eat, I can't sleep. He says it's nothing I did wrong and I know I didn't do anything wrong because I tried constantly to make things work and always put in the effort. But why do I feel like a failure ? I feel worthless and unlovable. I feel alone and shattered. I just want to throw up most of the time because I'm so upset I feel so sick. Sometimes I feel ok.. Than a few hours later I'll be sobbing again. I just don't know what to do.