I apologise in advance for this little rant but I have to get it off my chest.
I'm a single mum of two, ds is 4, dd is 10wks and I feel like such a failure they have different dads ds sees his dad regularly where dd's dad has nothing to do with her. I had only two friends, both male one is gay and we have been best friends since we were 13 I'm 23 now but 4 months ago he stopped all contact with me I'd text him and stuff and he would say how much he missed me and couldn't wait for me to have dd so he could buy her stuff etc then every time we would arrange to meet up I wouldn't hear from him, I didn't even get a congratulations msg when I had dd just a simple 'like' on my facebook post male friend number two was a friend after my sister tried setting us up back in 2011, we decided we would be much better as friends and we were quite good friends we would meet up for lunch at least twice a week and catch up on weekends ds loved spending time with him but after I found out I was pregnant and he found a gf I didn't hear from him either.
So now I feel so isolated I only leave the house to take ds to school, go shopping, visit family or go to the park. I'm hopeless at making new friends as I'm so shy when dropping ds off at school I pretty much avoid the other Mums cuz I swear ppl look down at me or something.
There really is no point to this post just that I'm over being so alone. I appreciate my beautiful kids I really do but it would be nice to have adult friends to talk to etc.
if you managed to read this far I want to say thank you lol
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