Hi guys thought i would just post a quick message.
We received a BFN last week and i have to say this week i am struggling. We have now completed 4 fresh IVF cycles. 3 at MIVF and just recently 1 at Monash. I am beginning to wonder if it will ever happen for us.
Its so disappointing to go through the whole process, the procedures, jabs and the 2ww only to have hopes dashed again. Unfortunately I'm sure many of you can relate.
DH is very positive and will have us doing IVF forever but i am feeling overwhelmed and disheartened.
I dont think you realise the emotional toll the process takes until you finish a cycle.. I am normally pretty positive but have been feeling overly emotional and sensitive at the moment. I am 39 and fall short of the over 40 categories on here, so feeling a little isolated too. DH and I have also been fighting lately which does not help because he is wonderful and I am lucky to have him - i think we are both feeling the stress and stupid things are becoming bigger than they should ..Sorry to whinge I'm having a poor me moment… Maybe this thread can be a thread to vent then move on…in fact i feel better already. I like putting this little emoticon guy up