Thanks for those book recommendations girls I will have a read. I do agree SOS is too rigid but just taking info about breastfeeding and getting my supply up. I will pick and choose what I like from each book and hopefully find a way that works with bub. I've watched my SIL make some decisions with my niece that I don't want to. She now has a 17 month old who won't go to sleep unless only my SIL is holding her her and won't sleep till 10:30pm. She is struggling but won't admit it, now she wants another. Don't know how she will rock two babies asleep.
Rtkirk: yay!!! If you do get induced today I wish you all the best! X
Veritas: looks like things are starting to happen. Looking forward to hearing some exciting news!
Bedlover: thanks for the tips. I'll look into getting my hands on that book.
AFM- my friend that I met on bubhub is coming over today with her beautiful twins who were born in October at 25 weeks. They are doing so well and I love giving them squishy hugs. When they cry my bub goes crazy in there. It makes me laugh and cry at the same time. Im an emotional mess too so I know how you feel Team Panda!