Hi can I join? Your stories all sound familiar to mine. In a nutshell we have been ttc since April 2010, done one iui, ivf #1 only two good embryos, one chemical from the fresh embryo, ivf #2 with PGD 6 good embryos only 1 was normal from PGD, another bfn..
just changed docs again for the third time and making other issues such as endo, low AMH, hormone issues and elevated NK cells we are doing three cycles with immune mess and no ivf.. If that doesn't work we have planned to do one more ivf but now a few days into my immune drugs I am already a mess and thinking I can't do another round of ivf... It's so hard to make that decision as someone said above about having no regrets which is also something my psych asked me but what's the alternative? Being sad, having marital issues etc. I have lost so many friends who have had big events happen whilst I am doing treatment and I just couldn't attend.....
We have also applied to adopt from Thailand but who knows how long that will take and if it will ever happen.. It's so hard to be positive after everything we have been through.
here is my blog if anyone ants to read http://www.bubhub.com.au/community/f...ion&highlight=