Can't remember if I've posted this poem here. This one helped me significantly after the loss of my baby & tube ...
Here it is- ....
In the wrong place at the right time
Hoping, praying for such a long time
for the someday baby who would be mine.
Month after month failing the test
trying so hard refusing to rest
But then came a day when the lines became two
at last my dream was about to come true.
With my hand on my belly I was touching my baby to be
and looking forward to the day when you I would see.
But then came the pain so sharp and so strong
I couldn't believe that things could go wrong
My baby is growing the heartbeat echoes in my heart
but baby was not where baby should start.
How could this happen, when for so long I had dreamed
Please don't take my baby I begged and I screamed
Can you not fix this, can you save the life?
the pain cuts through me as sharp as a knife.
They tell me that I will die if it is not done
so instead of two I once again become one
I will always remember that you wanted to be
but you had to go because instead they saved me.
I loved you so, and I think of you every day
my teeny tiny baby who got lost on the way.
In heaven there is angel of mine
who was in the wrong place at the right time.