Thanks Hels, you're right, of course.
Gosh just had a taste of how lonely this journey can be sometimes when you're on it without a partner - my mum was ready to come down for potential EPU this weekend, but now it's been pushed out to next Wed possibly (assuming Wed, usually 2 days from the final scan and judging from the size of that follie now). She can't make it Wed as she works two days a week and has had a few days off lately due to illness. All my friends are working so I'll have to ask my dad who is not supportive of me doing this (I haven't even told him I'm doing a new cycle). Really don't want to ask him, argh.
This day sucks the big one! Biscotti sprinkle your positive vibe fairy dust on me please!!