Ah Kel I am so freaking sorry, that's really unfair. Try to keep some hope there and remember you are still only 37. I know your FSH is high but that doesn't mean you don't have some quality 37 year old eggs in there. What is the cut off FSH for treatment? What would happen if they tried to stim you now, you'd still get an egg or two?
Have you spoken to Lynn yet?