Thanks lovely girls, well I chatted with my mum and a friend and we all felt I should cancel. My doctor said she thought we should go to collection because with reserve being so low, that this may be as good as it gets. But she also understood that as I've not been on the max dose that I might like to cancel and try again. What a freaking rollercoaster!
But I know what's involved now and I know I can do it. So I'm just going to run through a few more cycles and see what happens. I think everyone's body is unique but what seems to be common is that it can vary from cycle to cycle.
What I'm surprised at, actually maybe not so surprised at really, is that no-one told me it would cost less than 1k if I pulled out before egg transfer. A family member who has done ivf texted me randomly to see how I was going and SHE informed me of this fact. I mean I guess they don't want to advertise it as people might just do continual cycles up to the first scan and pull the pin if results are average?? Right? I'm starting to feel a little disheartened at the overt money making spin on this ivf caper. I mean what they do is amazing but it is clearly, first and foremost, a business.