Sorry OP, I meant to say sorry that you find yourself in this situation. Hopefully some other posters can help you out. And, I agree, it may not feel like it, but the good news is you have some sperm to work with. I too would consider IVF as they can use your good sperm using ICSI. If it's any encouragement, my DH has a zero sperm count & we conceived through ICSI after my DH had surgical sperm retrieval. Our little miracle is nearly 1!