@MrsFurBabies & @AAA yes totolly consuming. It's all I think about & to look back on our first 1.5 year of marriage all I can't remember of it is repeated failed OI attempts and now unsuccessful Ivf attempts. Haha fun times. Feeling really down these last couple of days and soooo teary. Really thinking this one won't be happening for us. @AAA I hope that darn AF stays away for u. Only 2 more days! Apparently the ob say's AF won't come for me until I stop taking these pessaries so that rules that out as an indicator. Plus the pessaries make your body think it's pregnant so any other symptoms I may be over analyzing will just be coming from them! Ahhh the mind games.