I wasn't sure where I should post this but settled on here so sorry if it's the wrong place.
I am 7w2d pregnant according to LMP. Last Wednesday I had a tiny bit of spotting but it was tiny so I disregarded it, especially after a few days of not anything else. Then we went away for the long weekend. Sunday night after a BM I had some bright red blood, only in the tissue and again it was the tiniest amount. I was super paranoid after that and kept checking all that evening and the next day.
Yesterday we had a 5 hour car trip and I thought the dull ache in my back was because of being in the car but now I think maybe it was cramps. When we got home I went to the toilet and there was blood - significantly more than last time but not yet heavy bleeding. I went to the hospital as I was convinced I was having a miscarriage and wanted them to tell me one way or the other. They did a scan and it's measuring 5w4d with gestation sac and yolk sac looking perfectly healthy but no fetal activity. My immediate thoughts were that it's stopped developing a week ago and I am miscarrying especially as the dates don't really make sense but the ultrasound tech kept saying it doesn't look like it's failing just that it's too early. So of course this got hubby's hopes up. But today I am bleeding a bit heavier and am more convinced.
I won't know how things a going until my follow up beta on Friday. This is killing me- the not knowing. Last time we had a mmc and it was devastating. Not sure if we should bother being hopeful or not. I feel like there are too many signs pointing to a miscarriage for me to ignore 😥
Hubby thinks I am just scared to hope because of last time. He may be right but I feel I am being realistic - does anyone see what he sees here?