So sorry to hear this Nessa.
I think it's great you have shared you whole story; for yourself and for others.
It's also very similar to my early m/c, and I feel for you.
Like others I feel my grief was heavy until my Ds2 was born.
I wish you all the luck for the future.
DH (34) Me (30)
DS1 (8) * DS2 (4)
❤️ My Family ❤️
Egg donor 2012