Hi ladies, can I please join you? I've been on and off reading along hoping I could join sometime in the future and have suddenly found myself here by some miracle!
It took us two years and a lot of infertility treatment and drugs to be blessed with our dd in March 2012 and we've been back on the infertility roller coaster for 13 months now TTC#2 which resulted in a miscarriage at two days before 7 weeks on Christmas Eve. I have PCOS so I don't O on my own.
I have been very impatiently waiting and waiting for my 1st post m/c AF to arrive to get started on a Pill cycle which would lead into IVF when a blood test with my Fertility Clinic to see if AF was imminent or not showed....that I was actually pregnant again with a freak'n natural miracle bub. hCG = 9000 last Tues! No drugs, no IUI, no monitoring! I think I'm 7 weeks on Monday(tomorrow!). To say that I was shocked is too much of an understatement! After everything we've been through, I still can't believe it just happened naturally, I truly feel luckier than if I'd won lotto! BUT....and I think only you ladies here can empathise with me when I say that with my second hCG bloods booked for this Tuesday and heartbeat scan booked on Thursday...I suddenly find myself desperate for good news and not being able to bear the thought of any more bad news. I think I'll go a little nuts if it ends the same way as last time How are you ladies coping with these desperate feelings??