I remember still throwing up after having the d&c.. you just want to die in a hole already let alone having to deal with ms with no result to show for it hugs.
Lol. I didnt think anyone read my diary. Haha. Ahhh I dont mind if im stalked lol, but yes I know what you mean. I have read yours too (pretty sure you have one yeah?) Or had seen posts of ttc groups come up in my feed and saw your name (now im the stalker :/) so read along cos I 'knew' you and wanted to read your journey
Eeek. Have thought about it even not when preg lol. Im nervous but VERY determined not to have a birth like I did with S. Too much internals, ill informed and hospital causing my dd to get stuck with the amount of internal exams they did. And then for the spinal AND epidural to fail when having surgery and needing to be put to sleep so I stopped feeling pain when cutting and digging into me.
It felt crappy having been in labour for 3 days to end like it did. My bodg was doing its thing but they hindered it by so much intervention so this time they are going to be hands off! Lol.
That might scare some people, I dont mean for it to but my advice to anyone is research research research and know what you want and where you stand. No one HAS to have things done that they dont want!!
Set down rules that make you comfortable. Sorry. Rambling.
Just hope people aren't as ill informed as I was ive learnt and grown cos of the experience, not something I want again but it has made me strong enough to stand for what I want.
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