Fingers crossed for you del! Congrats missA and being positive! One of us has to have some luck soon!
Oh star I'm so sorry. But I agree with nattie, sometimes you have to take your life back even though it's heartbreaking. And you're right, it's an insane amount of money for no guarantee! I keep telling myself that even with a perfect blastocyst transferred, there is still only a 40% chance of success which means it's more likely to fail. Good on you for making a the decision that was best for you and dh. I hope you are ok. Please pop in here if you're ever not ok!
Me - 30, Dh - 38 ttc #1 since June 2011
natural bfp June 2012 - mc 5.5 weeks; 5 cycles clomid; 2 unsuccessful ivf.