I've been feeling the same Del. I seem to have ups & downs. I'll be doing really well but then babies & the way others seem to fall pregnant so easily will get me down all of a sudden. I've found myself feeling more angry that DH & my life is put on hold while others can move forward. I found it so hard over Xmas when we had extended family staying with us with a baby & other young kids complaining about having them. I nearly lost it. Then there is my brother who had a one night stand & you guessed it, she's due in about 1-2 wks time.
I also find myself getting upset when I hear DH explaining to friends that we're going to do IVF. i get upset because i see 'our issues' are really because of my endo, pcos & biocornuate uterus.
It's so hard & I find it difficult when numerous people tell me to 'go on a holiday' or other useless advice.