I want to curl into a ball and cry. This sleep thing has defeated me.
I'm so sick of resettling DD 7-10 times a night (not Inc the resettling I do between when she goes to bed and when I go to bed). The fighting of every single day sleep. The hysteria if I don't give her boob or try and pat shush her. The fussing on and off the boob, switching sides every 5 sec.
I too find it next to impossible to find any gentle sleep help. When she cries I get so anxious and upset, so if I do pat shush her while she carries on pushing me away I feel so guilty. Then she Wakes 10min later anyway so I end up boobin her so feel like a failure.
I have no idea where to go from here
Sorry for the negative post. On the upside she is such a happy girl with one crazy alert brain when she is awake.
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