Tired. DS2 is a bad sleeper, but it's not just him, if I could sleep when he did I'd probably be ok, but I just. don't. sleep. At all. I seriously can't explain it. How is it that I'm even still alive? I haven't slept in 12 months. Obviously I drift off for brief moments, enough to keep my body going, but it's like a daydream type sleep, not real sleep, and it's only for mere minutes at a time. No real sleep at all, in a year.
It's like I feel like there's no point in trying to persue sleep since I know I'll have to get up to Ben 4-6 times through the night anyway, but seriously, I HAVE to sleep right? it's just not normal.