its so hard when it seems like all your friends are pregnant and you are the only one who isnt. i have about five close friends/family pregnant at the moment. i spoke to a psychologist about it because it was tearing me up inside and i just couldnt be happy for them. she said you have to give yourself permission to be upset and its ok that you cant be happy for them. you have to say to yourself " it would be good if i could be happy for them but i cant right now." she said it might be too much to ask for you to be happy for them and they will have enough other people to share in their joy. i found that really helpful and since giving myself permisiion to not be happy for them, i somehow have been able to relax a bit and feel ok about other people falling pregnant.