i feel like im the worst mother in the world right now!
i was so happy an hr ago. i went from laughing to angry and yelling in 30secs, over a stupid bath plug!!
i yelled at my son. i called him an idiot. and thought worse things. for about 30 secs i felt like i hated him.i had no reason to do that. i feel like the most terrible person in the world and i cant stop crying.
sorry i just had to get it off my chest.
i feel so horrible. i feel physically sick over my behaviour.
i dont know what happened. ive been feeling so much better lately, and now i feel like i dont even deserve to have a child.
he is such a good boy. and i made him so sad.