Thanks for replying and sharing your stories. I'm so sorry that you have had this happen to you.
I think I'm still in shock. Our daughter is getting cremated today. It's hitting home again that she is never going to be with us. I can't imagine life ever being the same.
The guilt I'm feeling is immense. It makes me feel better to know its a normal emotion to be experiencing.
I think I should look into some counselling. I feel bad burdening my husband all the time. He has been great but he deals with emotion differently and I don't want to make his healing process harder