@Zobear I am so sorry sweetie, that must be the hardest news. Take care of yourself, we are here if you need to chat.
AFM, after a meltdown this afternoon I called and we managed to change our flights to a later departure tomorrow. It means not getting in till midnight, a hotel room and early start the next day, but if think it's for the best, I was jut stressing way too much. I think the added progynova and progesterone have taken their toll this week I am a wreck. Doesn't help I have no idea how many embies made the thaw and if they are still going! I guess no news is good news right?