Officially the worst mother ever. My 3 month old fell off the bed today onto a hardwood floor. I was changing her, walked to the cupboard to put away the changing gear, heard a thump and my baby is face down on the floor.
She screamed on and off for 10 mins then fed and had a short nap, I was a basket case crying and apologizing to her. Went to emergency and had an ultrasound of her head and thank God everything was fine. She has been fine since, a bit irritable and has a bruised knee.
I am racked with guilt and just can't believe I let this happen. I have learnt a massive lesson about child safety, and I just am so sorry this is how I had to learn this lesson. Just had to vent after such an awful experience.