Haha @GemimaPuddleduck we sound like we are living the same life, DH really wants to start a family nowish and I suddenly feel very up set about letting him down. He looked devastated when I told him the news about my pcos I guess we both assumed we are young and healthy getting pregnant would be a breeze.. although we haven't been trying very long so I am not to worried just yet.
although I am having second thoughts about having a baby now.. Oh dear it is different when they are your own right? (had my niece and nephew over last night and by the end I was like "just go home already!" )