Thank you ladies for all .the prayers overnight xxx - they worked! Just returned from HK and DH and I just saw and heard the most beautiful heartbeat!!! OB said it was 132bpm so good and measures 6mm so right on track. He said that what probably is happening is that my body and hormones still suped up from hyperstimulation but as it recedes i could feel less pregnant incl noticing breast changes. Phew is all I can say! Thank you for keeping me sane and apologies in advance for any further freak outs. I think like Arlais I won't truly relax till healthy baby pops out.
The only tough thing about today's appt was he said cos i am high risk I should rethink any travel before 24 weeks! I've got 5hr flight next weekend so worried am being stupid, no doubt some of you have flown during first trimester?