Ok, I am 43 and have two children. One conceived after 2 years of IVF and one naturally conceived a year later. My DD is 3 and my DD is 22 months. I also have a 12 you SS who is with us part time. My kids and my business and my family pretty much take all my energy and I had a tubal during my last CS, however,I can't stop thinking about having another baby? Am I crazy, is this normal to feel such a strong desire? I know I should just let it go but I can't stop thinking about it.