Not sure this will come out right but I had my harmony bloods taken yesterday and will have nt plus in 2 weeks. Previous pregnancies I came out low risk so that was enough but 40 now want all the non invasive tests available. But I also feel this time I should be prepared with what we do if they find something. Is that realistic or pessimistic? Without giving it much thought I think I always presumed I wouldn't keep a trisomy baby, but it was much less likely even a few years ago. Now I can't attach to this baby in case something is wrong. It doesn't help that I've read few things lately about downs children. They are so loving I feel like I'm discriminating against disability feeling that we would probably terminate if we get that news. But my partner doesn't even want this baby if it's healthy so I think it would be a non starter if something known to be wrong.
Am I the only one who thinks about this??