So much so, someone told me they thought I should just give up, go back on the pill and they think I am depressed because I'm showing the "classic symptoms" of it and should see my gp monday.
As if I'm not grateful we have already been blessed?? I thank my lucky stars each day we have ds!! I love him dearly to bits, but it doesnt mean I wouldnt appreciate or love another child as much, or that I would then love ds any less! he would make an awesome big brother, and we would like 1, if not 2 more....just need to get there.
I am not depressed! I am upset, down and hurt that I've recurved news someone close may be pregnant, and they are in a very unstable spot at the moment with their relationship, and finances and think a baby will magically fix everything....they don't work, or study and can't afford 100 to fix their car, they struggle yo get out of bed before lunch and I see how they are with my ds... I can't help but fear for the child....
I had a huge cry to df last night about it, and he just held me and told me it will be ok, we will get our 2nd bubba soon, and that he will do anything I say with regards to ttc. Putting it all in my hands, when I say bd, he will.
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