I have a 6 month old now I'm 21 weeks preg. I'm just not coping at all.
Df is so supportive I just shut him down at every chance. I don't want anything to do with anyone. My family is NOT supportive. I can't call them or mil/sil. Nobody helps out with dd (even before I found out I was preg). They are all excited for the good stuff for example 'lets take this great photo oh she looks cute'....
Always telling me how I parent is wrong. Why organic? Why formula? Why burp so long? Oh she's not that sick.... Babies just cry and sleep when they want too. Yep ok thanks! I'm really feeling down and feel like I have no support what so ever and really lonely. I just want to tell everyone to F off!! But I never stand my ground and I end up just taking it out on df (I am horrible I know )
Now I'm pregnant I don't feel any attachment to this baby. Everyone's excited around me during there pregnancies and I don't feel same. I don't want to be a mum. I don't want to do it. I just want to work and go back to my old life. I feel so selfish. I resent my dd daily. Why can't I love her how everyone tells me they love theirs.
Df said he will quit work and stay home with us (we can afford too) I'm just so stressed.