My history with pregnancy hasn't been the greatest, after 5 mc I finally got my beautiful miracle baby who is my entire world. I was watched very closely in the early weeks with lots of bts and scans to check if the pregnancy was progressing.
So I am freaking out just a little as I am away on holidays and discovered I am pregnant! No bts available to check levels are rising until we get back in a couple of weeks, I am just lucky I tested the night before leaving so I could organise all my meds.
I have been getting cramps at night which I hope is a good thing. If things were going wrong I wouldn't mc until I stop taking all my meds, but obviously can't stop taking them until we know what's going on as they are what help keep me pregnant. This is just a vent as I need to get it off my chest, I pray this little one is growing strong and that I started the meds early enough. I feel so very guilty for not testing earlier so i could start the meds earlier, but I was positive AF was on the way (obviously I was wrong) I just hope I haven't ruined this little ones chances. Please send lots of sticky vibes.