trytrytry my FS mentioned it could be a freeze all if we collected more than 20 eggs. I was hoping and praying that I would get below that number. On the day of EPU, my FS said again that there was a very real chance we would need to freeze all. I said I was prepared.
EPU came and went. I woke up in recovery with 24 written on my hand. It took me a little while to process what that meant but I got up got myself dressed and waited to see the FS. I was teary when she came over and she said she was very sorry but we are going to freeze all. I was shattered even though I said I was prepared. DH walked in, all I could do was show him my hand and he knew what the number meant.
It is such a hard thing to deal with. I was uncomfortable for about a week after and I know that if we transferred it would have been a lot worse. In hindsight I am grateful that we froze our embies. The time between the EPU and your frozen transfer does go quickly. My first transfer is tomorrow morning and I am so so nervous but I know my frostie is going to have the best chance to implant and grow.
Thinking of you for tomorrow, best of luck xx