I guess I'm just looking for some reassurance that I'm not the only one feeling a little dismay, unable to relax and feeling as though I am an epic fail at pregnancy.
I think about the possibility of miscarriage all the time.
Not sure of my EDC - long cycle (35-42 days), unplanned but very very welcome pregnancy. To add to the confusion, it's pretty high risk (hypertension, obesity, diabetes).
TMI warning...Massively increased vaginal secretions that I keep misinterpreting as blood that announces the end of this little dream.
I just feel like a cruddy human being for putting myself and the passenger in this situation.
If I had been in better physical condition, he or she would have had such a better start. I'm 34, and it took 2 years to conceive. I might not have that many chances beyond this.
Thanks for reading.