I had to go undercover as my username is the one I use for everything.
So EXH has the kids every school holidays and has done for the last 7 years. These holidays he has told the kids I don't look after them properly and they are not allowed to come home.. When I spoke to my 10 year old all he wants to do I come home. My 12 year old doesn't want to make anyone upset and in her ideal world we would all live together..
I have been to his place where when I rang him to see where he was he told me he wasn't home and wasn't going home so I have no idea where my kids are. He wont let me see them or talk to them..
I have seen my solicitor who has put in an urgent court date ( which is this Friday) to get the kids returned to me and strict guidelines to him having them again..
Please tell me im going to see my kids again and they will come home to me. There are no drugs, violence, DOCS or police called ever. they are loved nurtured and well taken care of. I don't think im a bad mum..Maybe I am. Maybe I don't love them enough.. Just some positive stories as I am going out of my mind..